i can’t believe how stupid i’ve been. how forgetful and completely, utterly (pissing me off) dumb i am. i should’ve bidded higher when i could’ve. now, it’s unlikely for me to get the mod that i want due to a lack of vacancy. i’m so frustrated with myself and with the system. why can’t they let me reopen it anddd bid. how stupid and complacent could i have been? ugh. so careless. so, so careless.